Saturday, November 06, 2004Y
1:04:00 AM
jus finish fookin exam... kinda depress though.. but manage to forget it... sorry abt the post... kinda late she know... now 1206 midnite. jus come back from a party now long ago... boring though... food not bad... but still sian... really hope to lock herself up in a room and slp... or at least one corner with her pillow and view the black black sky...
the clock have tick again sliently... darkness once devour the parts of earth... moon shine high towards her bedside... time moving ... till she cant reach it... don know...
it jus tat time really flies... she grown up so fast... cant really face the world though...
moving anticlockwise... feelings... something seems hunting her... its the past it seems...
ppl always say... "I REALLY DON KNOW Y U R A NURSE!!!" it hurts.... really hurts...
do u want her to tell u cos of money?? cos to kill ppl?? or the person she wanna hurt u?? watever... she is sick and tired of it... listenin to the fookin qn make her rage like hell fire...
she don bother... remain silent as always... but she can tell u neither of the answer above is her answer... but think back... ask the qn back to yaself... perhaps u might know how she felt... often lost track when they say this...
cried yesterday when asleep... it jus flow... drop by drop... did she really chose the wrong course... maybe she don have the behaviour to be one perhaps... its for ppl to judge... anyway she use to ppl backstab... but it hurts...
should have follow wat her mom said at 1st maybe... don take this course...
watever... watever... watever...
if ppl think she is evil... don come near her... don touch her... don talk to her... cos her life is in the dark... not daylight... she might hurt u... making u sad...
my sincere apologe for a rubbish post!! cos i jus anyhow type... -.-!! making story for my post. hahaha...sorry for takin ya time... m(o_o)m
