Thursday, April 01, 2010Y
10:40:00 PM
having lots of intensive training lately..rather exhausted..
imagine like everyday there is 1 TKR waiting for u..
next week even worst..
long hrs at OR 7..
shit man..
still tinking sister do tat on purpose or wat..
kns..
want train mi at their theatre also not like tat mah...
will die instantly like cooking instant noodle..
thought perhaps can go back neuro once.
=.=
like no chance to get back liao
even ernest tell mi this isnt neuro things
questioning y am i doing other things not related to neuro
halo! ernest..
we cross train leh..
they want to train mi like superman =.=
this week kan heng
fall down twice
tmd.
1st is cos i run, then stupid ligament went loose
then trip and fall
2nd is today kana trip by stupid wire machine
tmd!!
sathappan and farhan freak out
keep asking am i oki
-.- now my kneecap is aching like shit.
fall down twice how can no pain =.=
wrap like mummy whole nite lo..
i cant do anything
cant even tell mom
wait tat look again =.=
i do have my reason i don fix my leg via op
imagine u see ya parents always give u the worried look
and very pek kek look
like don know wat to do
and worst feel bad cos she never take care of u well
then feed u like experiment
see her face enough liao oki
24/7 hrs see those face is very damn f***ing irritating oki
so don ask y am i not doing operation
i know i still have a long journey
y still listen to parents
try telling your love ones tat u need to go big complex op
then later have to rest and go many follow up treatment
see wat freaky face and words come out from their mouth
its worst then going for op
moreover the lost of my dad is worst enough
don even say go for op
it even make her feel more worst.
i am not stubbon, i do want op at 1st
but there r manythings tat don really work the way as i want
tats life
humans need to whine
tats how they find relieve
so don say since i no want op then don complain of pain.
i don complain via toking
i complain via typing
i know it can be irritating to see mi whining
but then tat the way i find relief.
i had already shut my mouth of not complaining
i tink i can type and complain ba.
-.-
menses coming?
haa
watching chew intro de show
kan nice man!
ob and gyn
ppl who likes medical show
this is a good catch.
will try to update more often.
perhaps changing the backgound soon too.
slp well die young =P
