Saturday, February 14, 2009Y
7:32:00 PM
happy valentine day everyone..it suppose to be a happy day
but i have receive a news tat 1 of my pt is announce brain dead..
doing hota..
even if i don want to know the detail..
somehow i believe god wanted mi to know wat happen..
cos another of my college tell mi wat happen..
feel really bad for the patient's family members..
shouldn give too much details..
really sad..
knowing tat most piority 1 craniect cases wont have much chance of survival
i always hope they will survive..
even if it jus 3 /4/5 days..
and we predict the day will come soon or later..
at least they manage to survive to see their family before they gone..
as a healthcare worker..
i feel really demoralise tat i cant help them further..
because there r always limitations of wat we can do..
i can only help and assist in operation..
trying and doing my best for my patient..
giving providing wats within my knowledge..
but when times pass by..
i am more demoralise then i thought..
we already did our best..
but it seems tat they jus have to go..
brain is such a incredible structure..
it can give u life and knowledge..
it can also end your life easily..
shouldnt ride a motorbike..
seriously..
i have enough of this motorbike accident..
i am damn sad..
there goes my v-day..
with sadness wk
lonelness at kino
alone at ajisen
seeing parts of life..
life still goes on..
i will have to recover soon by tml again..
cruel huh..
