Wednesday, April 07, 2010Y
8:56:00 PM
almost forgotten..asking y is a forbidden word..
even though i know its irritating..
cos i myself also found it irritating at times..
perhaps i shouldn have try to talk further?
but hmm.. how is a person going to communicate without asking qn?
hmm or how to continue a conversation?
confusing..
nvm.. humans pms..
jus tat i am the lucky one i guess.
i don mind but it bothers.
it bothers cos we care.
shall put my doubts of y in blogger
at least a channel to release
even no ans i will get i knew
watching sex and e city.
finally got the show thnx to wenz =)
i always wanted to catch this show,
but its forbidden in tv??
while watching, i envy them for their character and confidence they potray
but all the 4 womens
all hits their 40s
and most impt
SINGLE
come to tink in my mind..
mi
25 soon
SINGLE
if i reach 40
wah!!
nitemare.
not tat i am not worried
but i believe is the ppl ard mi tat give mi an alert
halo!
25!!
SINGLE!
then all sudden SINGLE word is strike and stuck in my head.
and worst
a culture of OT
get married old or be a widow?
does successful women single?
but y r they single? cos of the carreer
but y till this time women r so focus and seems posess on their job?
do they ever regret later?
watching carrie and mr big..
my heart pound
when will be my mr big come?
next ting i wonder..
when i will get my face facial done..
this saturday?
where shall i have my breakfast or dinner with my secondary kid buddy?
how is my muscle tone and weight going..
is it time to pick up some clothes?
but where can i get cheap nice clothes?
hmm mom's closet?
am i getting old?
am i dressing old?
or dressing plain?
i shall learn to be alone
how am i going to survive this friday with 4 tkr and all MR LAI
then back to the main topic
freak!!
i am 25th old maid!
am i too rush?
or is the time passing merciless?
hmm y there isnt any man or where is my man?
no idea?
the way i talk?
argh!!
i tink perhaps i mislead ppl
am i?
confusing.
many ppl ask am i attached?
who i like?
hey?? i am still single
i have no idea who i like
oki i shall wait for my mr big
but not till the 30s plz
recently when i got strike by tat stupid O arm
i was oki worried tat my eggs will get stir fried
wat if i want to have babies all sudden
will it be abnormal?
many say its ten times of normal II
wah super worried
will i get cancer too?
not tat i don like kids
but i jus hate them misbehave
babysit is fun
but till the extend he is getting norty
it is tiring
oki fine.
shall discuss with my future husband whether does he want kids?
hmm but then come to tink abt it..
i am super curious who the babies will look like?
hmmm.. am i playing with babies?
hmm back to egg frying
hopefully radiation wears off
there is this term
woman wants man for love
and
man wants woman for sex
is it totally true?
does really love as 1st sight exsist?
ahh..
basically i am jus qn-ing
but there wont be any ans
so y am i still typing?
i wonder again. =.=
