Saturday, March 17, 2007Y
10:51:00 PM
hope u enjoy readingcos i really don know wat i am doing
life change each and every day
for god sake
lifes crap
every day
every time
every hour
every mins
every secs
every surgery
its important
each and every day
working in critical
it seems like putting u in battle field to kick some ass
where the field is inplant with massive shoot bombs
and enemy hoping u wont cross the line
and shoot ya allies r veri adventous
and shoot ya allies always get their nerves
and u have to toot complete the toot mission
dead or alive
peace or EHOR
argh e-hor
everyday is a time bomb
every single surgery is a time bomb
every single prioty one case is a time bomb
working seems to have turn 24/7
it ends up shag
it ends up tired
it ends up weak
it ends up relief
it ends up hunger
it ends up sad
it ends up fear
it ends up giggle
it ends up smile
it ends up laughter
it begins a new journey
it begins a new experience
saving lifes in critical situation
have being having sleepless nite
horror? neh...
don get it... no reason behind even if i yawn everyday
and btw can anyone explain y ppl yawn and y our mouth have to open to yawn and wat makes it yawn cos i don really get it y i keep fuking yawn?!
can they also create a few rooms for the nurses to stay over nite too??
cos at times we do over wk in afternoon and next day u wk morning
i jus hope to stay at hospital and slp over there seriously
next day get up bath and pop my suite
and wk
hate jumpers
did they know how much life worth
don mind rescue
but
fustrated...
don mind scrub in
don mind scrub late
don mind stay late
don mind stay over
i jus want to save lifes
its not only my job
its also my wish
sense of fulfillment saving lifes
sense of fulfillment seeing smiles
even though wking in operating theatre is not family orientated
at times we do get patient to thank us
at times when we jus know surgery is sucess
tats enough for mi to satisfied
i know i like this job...
its my line...
to accept challenges
rush and chase is every day life
its becoming every day routine
even if its tired...
even if i have restless nites...
even if i have bad dreams...
i am happy abt it
i know i am
ya i am
=)
