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Monday, January 10, 2005Y
3:42:00 PM
now i am usin the e-lab in sch!!!
listernin to rong's blog music!!
ard mi is glen and denise!!!
busying doin presentation...
hack care of mi... T.T
sad....
hahaha...
they busy la!!
don bug them oki!! ^.^

tok to my parents yesterday!!!
time really fly damn bloody fast!!!
so have 1 1/2 yrs gone!!!
now i am in yr 2 sem2
another 1 1/2 yrs later i gotta pass out and wk le!!!
haiz!!!
i still haven play enough leh!!!
ask my dad" Pa!! if u got a choice to chose either to wk or rot at home, which will u chose?"
dad say " do i look like i have a choice not to wk!!! if i don wk, who support the family??"
mommy laugh "u cant jus sit and rot at home. cos u will eventually bu xi guan..."
haiz!!!
end up still have to wk la!!!
sianz!!!
thinkin my life gotta restrict my entertainment!!!
heartache sia!!!

hmm many things seems to have change from the moment we come back from poly...
ups and downs...
hard to explain in words...
its like gainin something, u will lose something eventually...
veri chim??

how i wish to be back to the old days...
with laughter and joy among us...
no gaining nor losing...

hmm... i really don know how to be myself nowadays...
can anyone tell mi how i behave like??
and how should i behave like?? tell mi!!!
confusion...!!!

everyone havin stress??
everybody is
sick!!!
haiz... don know la...
watever...

kinda lost my life track...
i am such a dumb found!!!
don know how and wat to tok...
i bet nobody like mi in class...
haiz... sad... T.T
my life is such a failer...
the only thing i can do is laugh!!!
can anyone teach mi how to tok??
teach mi how to joke??
i don wanna my life to be so boring!!!
i want everyone's life to be full of colors!!!

wahhhhhhhh!!!!!
i am goin crazy!!!
don know now i feel sad or excitied!!!
the music is distractin mi from being sad!!!
see music does change a person feeling!!
good song rong!!!

haiz... still have another 1hr more to go...
glen and denise not ard mi le...
they have disscussion...
alone typin blog...
alone again...
wind jus blow by mi...
accompany with the leaves...
CoLddd...
luckly got song accompany mi. ^^ll
don know wat to type le!!!
see my entry so lengthy!!!
haiz... no ppl wanna read de la...
comfirm!!! T.T
yeah!!!
end here today!!!