Friday, January 16, 2009Y
10:44:00 PM
drinking zibibo rose (brown brother) yesterday and now..really very tired of my life..
so pathetic..
nothing seems rite..
esp home
getting sick of going home
don even feel like having chinese new yr..
like nobody seems to care..
everyone is dependant for u..
always pop up this sentence
"y should i care if ppl don care tat much?"
in wk and home
"y am i still thinking and u are still appear in my dreams? its torturing mi"
in love
this is really tiring..
unrequited love..
messy home..
tiring wk..
pathetic life..
only want to torture myself recently..
wk all the way to forget everything..
going home late..
drinking alone all the way to numb everything..
suppressing tears is the worst part..
seriously..
i jus wanna cry out loud..
i am really in pain..
physically and mentally..
i am going to break down soon..
jus wanna tell..
how much i miss badly..
how stress i am really am..
how useless i think i am..
how tired i am at home..
wine..
it really makes u weep..
dear u say very true..
when u r drunk..
u will automatically weep..
can someone jus let mi die..
i am really tired hanging on everything..
falling apart soon..
