Monday, January 03, 2005Y
3:40:00 PM
...so fast another yr had pass...
...many thing had happen...
...happy sometimes...
...when we hang out at pacific cafe, layin ard at the comfortable brown sofa...
...bottles and bottles i had collect...fill each corner in my room...
...strips of paper...stating the date and location of where we been...
...have lots of fun of cos... hangin ard with u all makes mi happi...
...even we r havin our attachment...
...i still think of the days we had over there...
...eatin the soup with rice... then go to P.cafe...tokin rubbish...
...best part is go ppl house eat steamboat...
...veri tasty and fun...
...play mah jiong...
...go ppl house to celebrate hari raya...
...food is delicious...
...next time try again oki...
...the day tat struck mi down to hell...would be the day before birthday...
...cried every nite...sliently...don know wat to do...
...seein her depress...day jus get worse...
...life change ever seens...
...not really use at 1st...
...emotionally unstable...
...ppl ard comfort...
...really thanx ppl...
...knowin my situation...
...but it had been tough this times...
...though i tried to comfort myself...
...yet...heart was hollow...
...at times i really hate myself...
...emotional... ...worthless... ...stupid... ...blur... ...stupid brain... ...clumsy... ...bad temper...
...i am sorry ppl...makin ya life veri horrible...
...i don really know how to tok at times...
...but i will tried...
...i hope...
...don abandon mi oki...
...don plz...
...don...
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...lets say byebye to 2004...
...may our life be full of joy in 2005...
..bless it be...
