Saturday, February 26, 2005Y
7:12:00 PM
it has been a long time ever since i felt this way. this pic can now indicate how i felt now ever seens the day before today. hopin to walk down the streets alone. colorless. head tilt down. jus tat this pic lack of sadness and tears.
confuse...
sad...
disappointed...
despair...
cant believe things work out tat way...
shakey...
unstable...
and...
fall...
wrote few words on bk...
words of disappointment...
words of despair...
haiz...
watever...
sick and tired of crying...
don know shed how many time liao...
stupid cry baby of mi...
stupid behavior of mine...
not angry...
but disappointment...
hurt...
sorrow...
didn mean wat i said...
its neither ya fault...
who call mi to have a strict and boyish tone...
failure in my life...
i know u all gotta scold mi for wat i type...
but it really hurts...
i cant assume tat it never happen...
esp this time...
don try to call mi or watever...
cos i dont feel like pickin up...
and plz i wont blame nor hate anyone...
neither do i drag anyone to wat had happen...
u jus don know mi well enough...
neither do i know u so...
i jus need time to clam down...
and get rid of the disappointment...
it really hurts this time...
and rong... i did wish to cry...
plz don stop mi from doin tat...
cos unable to cry nor say...
pain jus will grew deeper...
don hate mi or scold mi...
cos i really like ya smile rong...
i like ya happiness denise...
glen and fiza way of takin care and jokin with ppl...
peterpan's intelligent and jokin style...
siti's smile... sweet as ever...
Rz's way of tokin... sense of humor
if i go...
i promise to bring along the memories with mi...
and leavin no trace behind...
ciao...
feel better typin...
cheese...
promise i will recover asap...
give mi time...
