Friday, April 22, 2005Y
5:35:00 PM
hate myself for who i am...especially my character...
i doubt or should i say...
many ppl dislike mi lots...
well i think i deserve this ba...
though today last day attachment...
but i don feel happy at all...
thoughout the entire journey today...
all i did is to be blur or daydream...
esp on the train...
waste time...
see ppl walk ard...
slp at train...
i grew to hate roses lots!!!
cos of something...
roses r full with torns...
ppl may think it is unique...
but i found it rather common...
and unattractive...
it goes ard innocently...
but it don know how much it hurts ppl a lot...
the more u pity it...
the more deep it hurts u thee...
pokin through one by one...
till it suck ya veri last breath...
this rose make things ard grew weak...
the more i see this rose...
the more i felt like crashin it...
but i cant do anything...
cos if i did...
everythin will be ruin...
though i am kinda expectin something bad to happen in the end...
( i think many ppl r kinda confuse on wat i type above ba...)
disappointment grew day by day...
despair grew week by week...
suan le...
wo yi hen lei...
wo xiang fang qi...
wo bu xiang zai kan tao ta shou ku...
yin wei na duo fua...
wo xiang suo de shi...
na duo fua zao chen hen duo shang hai...
ta bu zhi rang ni shou ku...
ye rang ni sheng bian de ren shou ku re shang xin...
wo hen xiang dui ni shuo zai zian...
yin wei...
wo zue de ni hui yin wei na duo fua re he wo men nao fan...
wo ye xiang shuo de shi...
ru guo ze zhen de fa sheng...
qing bei guai wo bu ke qi...
yin wei you yi shu kei na duo yi chou wan nian de fua...
***bi*ch offline***
