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Thursday, August 04, 2005Y
12:17:00 AM
hmm... has been days seens i ever blog up yeh?
many things happen of cos...
jus finish my presentin one of my presentation...
*grinz
free a bit...
now listen to music...
feel like blogin something... tristesse et désespoir...
if u know wat it means...
ppl always say u don know want la...
how do u aspect us to know when u didn say...
ppl in relationship always have crappy to say...
both r different story...
don know who to trust also...
y it has to be this way...?
wat did they really aspect from another opponent...
somehow i can understand y some ppl say tat straightforward person is better...
at least they wont drag stuff for so long...
runnin ard the bushes...

hope to thee...
despair to thee...
expect much???
expect little???
amour start r always sweet...
amour later r always weak...
then y give hopes at the beginning...
then y give despair at the end...
selfish to thee...
coldness to thee...
is it his/her character change...
or is it u who had change...
drowning with despair...
drowning with sadness...
drowning with coldness...
yet...
commited to thee...
knife stab hard...
knife stab deep...
wound grew deep...
wound just bleed...
amour is abt something u give and expect nothin in return....
amour is abt something u give and happiness in return...
no matter its jus a smile...
no matter its jus a joy...
no matter its jus a kiss...
hearts sweet...
hearts bloom...
amour is something selfish...
amour is something cold...
no matter its jus a word...
no matter its jus a sentence...
hearts aches...
hearts bleeds...
a new land comes by...
and u burst it...
is it worth...
all becoz of the shore tat u cant forget...
or becoz of the shore u wont forget...
wat a pity...
speechless...
wordless...
is it becoz they crave too much...
is it becoz they crave in return...
is it becoz they crave for commitment...
is it becoz its not the perfect timing...
is it becoz its not ripen yet...
is it becoz it wasnt surpose it wasnt meant to be...
is it becoz its fun to toy ard...
is it becoz it will hurt deeply to opponent...
confused...
is it worth giving chances...
is it worth giving despair...
watever...
hopefully...
maybe i am too kpo...
but ppl ard is suffering...

we r not the ppl who can judge wat happen...
cos we r not ard...
no ppl can say its either whos fault...
no ppl can say its either whos rites...
cos we have no rites...
cos we don know wat happen...
cos we r jus outsiders...
cos we r jus KPOin...
*grinz...
u might say this is none of our business...
but actually if u want us to none of our business...
don drag ppl along...

erm sorry arh... i am tokin rubbish again...
its jus the music tat makes mi think such things.
*grinz
creative??
lol
ciao
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