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Wednesday, May 03, 2006Y
11:13:00 PM
before the entry of wat rubbish i wrote...
CAN ANYONE TELL MI HOW TO KILL PIMPLES??
my face is getting worse each day!!!
starting from a
road map face to
singapore map face to
south east asia map face...
i don want to upgrade anymore...
becoming a total world map!!!

towards the final judgement day...
can i make it??
i wonder...

everytime i sneeze 1 time...
i will think...
who is hating mi??
did i did something wrong again...?
wat did i did to cause this sneeze??
hai...
am i superstitious??
arh!!!
don hate mi...
i am having phobia of this...
don know since when i become this timid...
maybe along??
maybe DOB??

feel like making a survey on
"DO U HATE CAILI??"
hmm...
i wonder how many ppl will say yes??

jus wondering if i can pass my PRCP...
don really know who is marking the ppr also...
jus as long as i know i did my veri best...
no harm patient of mine...
keep patient comfortable...
hmm...
i am satisfied...
(sounds like milk maid...)

but really have to thanks...
my secondary teachers whom counsel mi last time...
she said this..."treat ya every new day as a happy day..."
oh ya i did it...
by smiling like gila...
my father and mom...
who always hear mi tok rubbish(ups and downs)
my sibilings...
who always tahan my insanity...plus junk food i made...(well i am not chef...)
my sec frens...
who i can be with... or my life is misrable...
my poly frens...
whom i get to say "EH... GOT LIKE THIS ARH??!!"(let mi know how life can be this fun...)
the god i believe in...
who create a wonderful life i can say...
not too fortunate not too horrible...
i can say i am satisfied with it currently...
heh who i forget to thank??
cant remember...
plz tell mi if i didn say u...
ohya!!!
to trina!!!
our mentor...
who always give mi support...
guiding mi on my thoughts...

without u ppl i believe i will end up in hospital...
mentally unstable...
my brain don really function well u see...
part of my brain is made of cells nerve vessels etc...
another part of my brain is made of tofu...

i am still working and boosting my esteem...
still working and learning my speech skills...(but i don pai ma pi... i am jus not tat kind of person...)
still working and learning my working skills...

last time ppl say i am optimistic...
haha...
correction to it...
not totally...
half half ba...

denise say i always say gd things abt ppl...
but then i really cant think of any bad pts either...
besides i do believe everyone is gd...
cos i only envy their gds...
i am jus a straight forward person...
this really kills mi often...

lucky i have a brain which i cant really hate a person forever...
cos i forget easily...
phew...

hai... crap entry again...
believe no ppl reads it either...