Sunday, June 25, 2006Y
12:57:00 PM
yesterday midnite was quite a bad one...sorry i jus have to say my thoughts...
"chose to be fren or not"
calling mi to ans this qn is so damn deadly to mi.
i know u for fuck 3 yrs
and this is how unstable our frenship worth
wat the fucking for i cry for u
wat the fucking for i tok to u
wat the fucking for i organise grp meeting so we can meet each other
u know for a person who is fucking phobia to go out in couple
i am jus wondering
our frenship for this 3 yrs is so light
u always say i side the person i don know...
ok...
fine...
i do at times...
but cos of this we always end up screaming...
u say u change...
ya u did...
words u said
it jus stabs deep into mi
words u use
it jus dig deep into mi
and fuck!
i still forgive u.
cos i understand u r on guard to many things ard.
but i don know how much i can hold longer
and one thing
u have trigger my another side of mi too
it jus tat i am supressing it
with the weight of how much i chrish u as a fren
but it always trigger when we tok
i don know how long i can hold on seriously
i do hide my true identity...
unleashing another side of mi
life isnt gd to anyone either...
u might think i am mad...
but i will be more mad then u think...
lasty...
i do want to be with u as a fren
no matter wat happens
i will be with u if i could
i will try my best to understand u
jus don ask mi this qn again
u make mi think tat my life is a failure
if i do make u angry...
i apologise...
u change i don mind...
cos u r still who i know last time...
i cried...
only for those i cherish...
i cried...
only for those i know...
i cried...
only for those i miss...
i cried...
only for those i love...
i jus cried...
