Monday, July 31, 2006Y
8:19:00 PM
singer->kotokopv->antique cafe
veri cute band...
veri cute song...
i like...
haha!
veri stress...
too long no work at OT
i was totally freak out today...
ma liu!!
something wrong with my F* ears
it jus don seems to grab voices
i was like huh?! sorry...
i hate myself!!
y cant i be more confident enough
y cant i be more intelligent
y cant i be more clown
i jus wanna ppl feel comfort ard mi
i jus wanna ppl feel tat i can do it
i jus wanna ppl feel happy when ard mi
i am such failure
then i was order to take prep set...
near EOT
then i forget where to grab...
lucky saw sister ho...
heng...
must really thank her.
then run to grab it...
later...
they call mi to call this doctor
i was like...
oh shit...
then i flip flip
wondering where is the doc name...
then this lady say...
u flip ENT one arh
i was like haha
then she say its GS...
but i cant find GS!
i know i am slow learner...
i know being new is not an excuse...
but i only come to OT for 1 week which is like so many yrs ago...
i am struggling...
i also want learn
i am eager to learn
but i don know wat i need to learn...
veri shi bai...
i don know wat i am afraid of...
i hate mi self being timid...
feel like killing myself today
supressing the timidness
kills!!!
F*** F*** F***
s*** s*** s***
wuwu~~~
wednesday car theory
faint...
even stress then before...
i seriously need to settle things asap!
esp my mood!
CAILI
STOP BEING SO F***ING TIMID
STOP BEING SO F***ING IDIOTIC
STOP BEING SO F***ING BLUR
STOP BEING SO F***ING DEAF
JUS STOP!!!
I AM GOING CRAZY...
wo hui JIA YOU de~!
F*** CB
STOP SHAKING
STOP BEING AFRAID
STOP BEING DUMB-ASS
BE HAPPY OF WAT U R
BE HAPPY OF WAT U HAVE
SO CAILI STOP THING TAT MUCH!!!
ps:- toking to myself again... sweat
