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Saturday, October 21, 2006Y
11:27:00 AM
work for more then 3mths le...
still lke idiot
don know this
don know tat
always forever kana scold by surgeons as usual
but understandable...
lol...

lucky got some still not bad.
registrar also veri funny!
lol!
"u must like this huh"
"then like tat huh"
"understand??"
lol!
"oh ok."

"go scrub."
*eyes big big*
"don worry"
"don stress"
"this surgeon veri gd de..."

"got feel low esteem or not??"

haa!!
above all said by our registrars
feel a bit bless...
they still treat us well...
*happy*

like some consultants...
but suan le...
know they don mean it can le.
t(^^t)

colleges...
still not bad.

but i believe the problem comes on mi la
i don really like to tok alot...
always tok veri harsh...
better use write then communicate suan le

always have this feel
i jus don fit to have anybody...
afraid to step out from the gap...
even though others said u r not attached...
not from ya own words...
but i am a bit happy though...
knowing our status in society...
knowing my personality...
knowing my appearance...
it jus make mi even wonder we r jus not mend to be together...
it jus make mi want to step further away from u...
not knowing how u feel towards mi
but i have feel towards u
perhaps tats enough for mi ba...
even though greed grews...
but
knowing u r ard...
knowing u r happy...
i should feel satisfied.
perhaps tats already enough for mi le ba...
i shall not further walk towards the trap...
or perhaps i have already step on the trap...
for unreasonabley falling in likes of liking u.
*its jus complicated*
*regret*