Saturday, September 06, 2008Y
11:37:00 PM
another nice picture from tomme hilton~
the expression and emotions of the picture..
priceless..
seems nothing is impossible..
telling mi the happiest moment for a bride..
will be the beginning of day i am in your hands and follow u till the end of the journey..
touched..
ppl ard tomme seems nothing is impossible
regardless of anything~
if there is luv
anything seems to conquer all.
this is also recently 1 of my sensitive topic tat happen ard mi too
not only my mom..
even collegues.. (wah i really can name a few man~)
they seems more worried then mi
seems no ppl believe i haven have commitment yet
and some posting ard tat i am single
*funny bunny*
i have too much luv to give and take..
anyone wants it?
regardless gals or guys
luv is universal~
ya tok abt this topic again with carol again when we was on our way back to ttsh
ya i am still young 23 still got change to find..
but if u have a much older husband then u..
and planning for kids
it might be a problem..
cant be when my husband is 55 and my kids r still 20 yrs old...
wah still have to earn a living for kids..
my dad is 55..
i am jus 23..
and i am earning a living..
u get wat i mean..
if i am only 20..
my family will collapse..
situation don allow mi to be 20 tats the lucky thing.
and i am earning a living..
i don want my kids to experience wat i have..
it sounds sudden
but i have been seriously thinking
ya i might want a couple of kids..
even i don like kids
cos i don want my husband to be lonely
cos i want to know how it will look like
PS: if only i can find 1 good husband
sorry arh~ wo ai de ren bu ai wo leh..
haha still long~
u know *** is going to be 50 soon..
tat wat she tell mi..
carol 1st thing tell mi
"don u end up like her.."
ya i do understand..
i don want to be lonely either..
i will feel very miserable..
but then no means no
decides i don want a courtship
which jus skips the steps of relationship and get married.
as she told mi tat her relationship was at 2*
and then 1 yr later get married..
to mi 1 yr relationship seems like very short..
cos u r missing the memories of wat relationship can give u.
if u been through lots of obstacles..
there is nothing to afraid of when courtship comes by
cos u know u can do it.
frankly, i do think tat i 23 yrs
i found tat i am beginning to grow old
i do admit i feel hollow..
i need someone to fill in the space..
and i am wasting my time..
if u know how short life can be..
u will know wat i meant
there r too much things i want to do and fulfill
goals, family, frenship, relationship, courtship
it seems tat i have been through very long yrs of life..
perhaps is like wat denise say..
i am force to grow up..
and i hate it..
but i gotta conquer it.
=P
07 september2008..
i am still fond of u..
*fin*
