Saturday, May 29, 2010Y
9:34:00 PM
seeing u..i am totally speechless..
heart pounding like F1 speeding car..
but its running over by speeding car..
很痛很痛..
with my brain with tons of wk and organising things..
i have a totally non-functioning brain..
seeing u is even worst..
i don know wat to talk to u
or perhaps
i no longer know how to communicate with u
we talk like 公司共办..
but i didn't did it on purpose..
cos like i say..
i no longer know how to talk to u anymore..
pain everywhere after tat..
is it telling mi tat i still miss u?
can i don miss u..
can i..
i am really really very tired..
always waiting for your reply..
always waiting for your approach..
i don know wat to do anymore..
no one to talk to..
no one to speak to..
cos believe ppl will only think i am very fan..
no want to be another person's problem..
but only blog..
but it cant be solve..
i am still in pain..
seeing u talking to others..
i jus know..
i am nothing in your eyes..
i jus need someone to talk to
and not tease mi with it..
threaten..
how many times have i cried for u..
tons and u don know..
crying is the only solution now..
